I was astonished as i enter , a new faces where you see the gamy faces of people. at first I feared for be like them.....
Monday, July 6, 2009
A NEW BEGINNING
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Monday, March 2, 2009
MY EVICTION
I know that graduation is an evictionn for me in the institution where i grew and been molded. i am very sad that too soon i had to leave. I have to leave my friends , teachers and my favorite places where I spent my vacant time. Ii want don't want to leave them because they had been apart of my life. I cannot anymore remember wehn i had my first step in high school, before I am just a little kid trying to be in huge and over-populated school and before all i just want to have is a good education i never expected that being in high school is such an headache. I did not expect that high school is very challenging, I don't even dare to ask to myself if I can do it and I did not expect that I will pass the entrance test of the special science class maybe i just got enough luck for it.
I hate thinking about the future because i will only fell sadness and disappointment. I feared gong to college because I will be a first again. New life,new environment, new faces, and everything will be new in college and I need to adjust. And I hate adjustments , all i wish is to be with the people whom i trust and comforts me. In my very deep pat of my heart i dint want to leave high school life. WHY DOES GRADUATION EXIST?I wish there would no graduation. And my tears fall down every time I think of it.
but there is a space in my min d saying that graduation will lead to new beginning and change to myself. i hate graduation but I cannot do anything . All I need to do is to accept the fact that nothing lasts forever.
I hate thinking about the future because i will only fell sadness and disappointment. I feared gong to college because I will be a first again. New life,new environment, new faces, and everything will be new in college and I need to adjust. And I hate adjustments , all i wish is to be with the people whom i trust and comforts me. In my very deep pat of my heart i dint want to leave high school life. WHY DOES GRADUATION EXIST?I wish there would no graduation. And my tears fall down every time I think of it.
but there is a space in my min d saying that graduation will lead to new beginning and change to myself. i hate graduation but I cannot do anything . All I need to do is to accept the fact that nothing lasts forever.
Posted by melanie gail at 4:04 AM 0 comments
What???
It's my first time to make a movie maker so I was so interested with it. But suddenly as i was
doing my movie maker, it flash on my mind that it is very hard to deal it. I've also thought its a
challenge for . It happens that my mind was so active that I've got to finished it. My patience
work and it make sen sew with me especially that can make it use on my college and making things
out of new one is very interesting to have. Well, it is just new doer me but I wish I(m could have
done it before a long time ago.
I felt so convinced that i can do such things and i can do it with my very best. and that would
complete everything.
doing my movie maker, it flash on my mind that it is very hard to deal it. I've also thought its a
challenge for . It happens that my mind was so active that I've got to finished it. My patience
work and it make sen sew with me especially that can make it use on my college and making things
out of new one is very interesting to have. Well, it is just new doer me but I wish I(m could have
done it before a long time ago.
I felt so convinced that i can do such things and i can do it with my very best. and that would
complete everything.
Posted by melanie gail at 3:55 AM 0 comments
Mild minds
i cannot imagine myself having those make-ups and wearing those clothes but somehow it is just for pnl;y one night and making myself able to be in a social gathering.
As i arrived in the gym my heart felt very amazed of what I had seen it is just like a fairy tale. I felt that I am dreaming , they wearing beautiful and they are elegant and wonderful to look. And indeed I cannot imagine the girls wearing red strips skirts was now wearing luxurious dresses. And the boys were so formal that i cannot even decipher their identity. Taht day is a day of suprise even i myself was suprised in my loooks. welll, having prom is not a waste but this year is very short honestly i did not enjoy much. It appeal as a mild boring thing.I thougth I've got the wrong place because it is aprogram and not a prom. i have realised how weak i am with regards to social gathering, maybe Ishould start experincing with others in a formal way.
I belive in my own saying that valentines day is not the day of hearts becase I believ\e that everyday is a day of hearts. Actually this JS I did not much prefer of my clothes bease it appeals to me not very exciting and i do not why. It is just i am nbot used to it. In the corner of my mind, i felt disturbed because this february I've got a so many problem to face and life rigth now is so hard.
Maybe next, senoirs ball I should have prefer a very special clothes to wear and I had promise to myself that I will now start making myself a more mature one.
As i arrived in the gym my heart felt very amazed of what I had seen it is just like a fairy tale. I felt that I am dreaming , they wearing beautiful and they are elegant and wonderful to look. And indeed I cannot imagine the girls wearing red strips skirts was now wearing luxurious dresses. And the boys were so formal that i cannot even decipher their identity. Taht day is a day of suprise even i myself was suprised in my loooks. welll, having prom is not a waste but this year is very short honestly i did not enjoy much. It appeal as a mild boring thing.I thougth I've got the wrong place because it is aprogram and not a prom. i have realised how weak i am with regards to social gathering, maybe Ishould start experincing with others in a formal way.
I belive in my own saying that valentines day is not the day of hearts becase I believ\e that everyday is a day of hearts. Actually this JS I did not much prefer of my clothes bease it appeals to me not very exciting and i do not why. It is just i am nbot used to it. In the corner of my mind, i felt disturbed because this february I've got a so many problem to face and life rigth now is so hard.
Maybe next, senoirs ball I should have prefer a very special clothes to wear and I had promise to myself that I will now start making myself a more mature one.
Posted by melanie gail at 3:37 AM 0 comments
A flash
The third periodical test is just a flash because it is so very fast to approach and fast to en. I admit i did not much prefer coz i did got any enough for it. i felt so helpless that I imagine myself as a wretch, i felt very disappointed but i pretend to be happy and did have problem at all. but deep inside myself i have a lot of problems regarding with grades. Well, just like any i can survived it for i know myself more then anybody else and i know I can do everything if i just believe in myself.
Yeah... indeed that test is breaking my head but it is some how interesting. it just your making a assessment of everything in this hard world of mine.There ia a lots of reviewers but i just got my confidence in myself and that wou;d complete my eeveryttjhing .Having tests for us students is a very old thing and very common. i wish there would be any examination but I know that it will never happen. but ther's a saying that there nothing in this world that is impossible.
tests sometimes is enjoyable especially if you high score and you got very contented to yourself. May be next grading I should start making high scores and maybe i should be more serious in m,y studies and able thing the right way.
Yeah... indeed that test is breaking my head but it is some how interesting. it just your making a assessment of everything in this hard world of mine.There ia a lots of reviewers but i just got my confidence in myself and that wou;d complete my eeveryttjhing .Having tests for us students is a very old thing and very common. i wish there would be any examination but I know that it will never happen. but ther's a saying that there nothing in this world that is impossible.
tests sometimes is enjoyable especially if you high score and you got very contented to yourself. May be next grading I should start making high scores and maybe i should be more serious in m,y studies and able thing the right way.
Posted by melanie gail at 1:46 AM 0 comments
Friday, January 16, 2009
Inspire while Perspire
The quite atmosphere is transformed into a festive fairyland of gaiety. Christmas for me is a season of self-realization of what the year is or the things that you did.In short,a gleaming faith, to put Christ back to tradition of love.As a merry and much-awaited occasion, Christmas paradoxically winds up sadness in the heart s of those who celebrates Christmas with excessive and expensive spending. This is not true,though, with those who believe that Christmas is a time for simple rejoicing, which is in keeping with the humble birth of Holy Infant Jesus.
In my own way I celebrated Christmas with seeing the things that I did not see before.trying things for the first time.
It's nice to be away from home once in a while, be in places you haven't been before .Seeing places just around us has opened new vistas of untold benefits and excitement for me. In fact, I though , I should have done this along time ago.
Honestly, this is the happiest Christmas vacation for me ,where we have a couple of family reunion s, It was very and sleeping together with the seasons you trust mos this the most happiest part.I learned to that things will go right if you will learn to accept things and be happy.
because of that "precious times" I realized that I had waste a lot of time in trying to move on from the past. I learned to leave life's misery and be merry ,contented and be what you are.
i admit we are a family of practical. WE are not wasting just for such occasion because we know how hard to earn a living. And in those cold days of December,I am and my family shares the hot spirit of Christmas in our hearts.
In my own way I celebrated Christmas with seeing the things that I did not see before.trying things for the first time.
It's nice to be away from home once in a while, be in places you haven't been before .Seeing places just around us has opened new vistas of untold benefits and excitement for me. In fact, I though , I should have done this along time ago.
Honestly, this is the happiest Christmas vacation for me ,where we have a couple of family reunion s, It was very and sleeping together with the seasons you trust mos this the most happiest part.I learned to that things will go right if you will learn to accept things and be happy.
because of that "precious times" I realized that I had waste a lot of time in trying to move on from the past. I learned to leave life's misery and be merry ,contented and be what you are.
i admit we are a family of practical. WE are not wasting just for such occasion because we know how hard to earn a living. And in those cold days of December,I am and my family shares the hot spirit of Christmas in our hearts.
Posted by melanie gail at 2:49 AM 0 comments
Challeges
........In every activity we are having challenge. in every activity we are learning something.In every activity we realised something out from something. I every activity we are gaining experience that will last forever and be cherished. In every activity is important and in every activity is a lot.
In our first activity in the third grading , i learned to add background and background color. it's just adding background to your life that symbolises something very significant to your life. In this activity your creativity works,the color must be compatible to the color of the font.
on the next activity, I learned to insert picture or image . It is very enjoyable,it is just like having somebody to your life that is new but you wish to it odd.Having such"img src" is a nosebleed but having it's effect is ridiculous.
In our first activity in the third grading , i learned to add background and background color. it's just adding background to your life that symbolises something very significant to your life. In this activity your creativity works,the color must be compatible to the color of the font.
on the next activity, I learned to insert picture or image . It is very enjoyable,it is just like having somebody to your life that is new but you wish to it odd.Having such"img src" is a nosebleed but having it's effect is ridiculous.
Posted by melanie gail at 2:48 AM 0 comments
The Untold Story
It's just simply good to learn new things. I wish I had know these things a long time ago.when you are surping in the Internet ,it seems that it's so easy to create a website and the information that it showers. for now that I know how hard to make a website I adore them.
These stories behind the making is the untold story. well it's just making out of something new.
i learn the hardship and happiness . For a beginner like me it is a challenge in my ability and Patience. I felt so blessed to have the opportunity to learn these things and that would be a lot.
These stories behind the making is the untold story. well it's just making out of something new.
i learn the hardship and happiness . For a beginner like me it is a challenge in my ability and Patience. I felt so blessed to have the opportunity to learn these things and that would be a lot.
Posted by melanie gail at 2:46 AM 0 comments
Reminising Memories
Semestral break is such very good to hear. My soul and heart feels very much satisfied because I had time for myself or should i say I had reinforced my vacation habit . I good to be away from those hazardous assignments and projects.And angel-demon instructors. Actually a vacation is just having a leave from everything , you had to set your self on how to enjoy your time and what will you doing to do with your time.
Well,I enjoyed really having a vacation, but on the first couple of days of my vacation, I had attended the DOVE Seminar for the budding Journalist.I just enjoy although on the first day, i felt so bored I just enjoy the moment because I just felt it was my moment. I realised that writing is enjoyable, you time and a way of expressing yourself.On the second day, I had not attended the lecture because i had a sligth fever and i am suffering from runny nose. At home I am contented to watch the TV the whole day. On the third day, I force myself to go to school because i miss my friends and our company.on the rest of my vacation. I had shared with my family.
I wish I had done this before,having a time for your family is the greatest time of all.I had realised that having a family is the best thing in the whole wide world.In happy holidays, I did not encountered any hardships it's just I enjoyed so much of my vacation.
Well,I enjoyed really having a vacation, but on the first couple of days of my vacation, I had attended the DOVE Seminar for the budding Journalist.I just enjoy although on the first day, i felt so bored I just enjoy the moment because I just felt it was my moment. I realised that writing is enjoyable, you time and a way of expressing yourself.On the second day, I had not attended the lecture because i had a sligth fever and i am suffering from runny nose. At home I am contented to watch the TV the whole day. On the third day, I force myself to go to school because i miss my friends and our company.on the rest of my vacation. I had shared with my family.
I wish I had done this before,having a time for your family is the greatest time of all.I had realised that having a family is the best thing in the whole wide world.In happy holidays, I did not encountered any hardships it's just I enjoyed so much of my vacation.
Posted by melanie gail at 2:44 AM 1 comments
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