MY EVICTION

I know that graduation is an evictionn for me in the institution where i grew and been molded. i am very sad that too soon i had to leave. I have to leave my friends , teachers and my favorite places where I spent my vacant time. Ii want don't want to leave them because they had been apart of my life. I cannot anymore remember wehn i had my first step in high school, before I am just a little kid trying to be in huge and over-populated school and before all i just want to have is a good education i never expected that being in high school is such an headache. I did not expect that high school is very challenging, I don't even dare to ask to myself if I can do it and I did not expect that I will pass the entrance test of the special science class maybe i just got enough luck for it.

I hate thinking about the future because i will only fell sadness and disappointment. I feared gong to college because I will be a first again. New life,new environment, new faces, and everything will be new in college and I need to adjust. And I hate adjustments , all i wish is to be with the people whom i trust and comforts me. In my very deep pat of my heart i dint want to leave high school life. WHY DOES GRADUATION EXIST?I wish there would no graduation. And my tears fall down every time I think of it.

but there is a space in my min d saying that graduation will lead to new beginning and change to myself. i hate graduation but I cannot do anything . All I need to do is to accept the fact that nothing lasts forever.

What???

It's my first time to make a movie maker so I was so interested with it. But suddenly as i was

doing my movie maker, it flash on my mind that it is very hard to deal it. I've also thought its a

challenge for . It happens that my mind was so active that I've got to finished it. My patience

work and it make sen sew with me especially that can make it use on my college and making things

out of new one is very interesting to have. Well, it is just new doer me but I wish I(m could have

done it before a long time ago.

I felt so convinced that i can do such things and i can do it with my very best. and that would

complete everything.

Mild minds

i cannot imagine myself having those make-ups and wearing those clothes but somehow it is just for pnl;y one night and making myself able to be in a social gathering.

As i arrived in the gym my heart felt very amazed of what I had seen it is just like a fairy tale. I felt that I am dreaming , they wearing beautiful and they are elegant and wonderful to look. And indeed I cannot imagine the girls wearing red strips skirts was now wearing luxurious dresses. And the boys were so formal that i cannot even decipher their identity. Taht day is a day of suprise even i myself was suprised in my loooks. welll, having prom is not a waste but this year is very short honestly i did not enjoy much. It appeal as a mild boring thing.I thougth I've got the wrong place because it is aprogram and not a prom. i have realised how weak i am with regards to social gathering, maybe Ishould start experincing with others in a formal way.


I belive in my own saying that valentines day is not the day of hearts becase I believ\e that everyday is a day of hearts. Actually this JS I did not much prefer of my clothes bease it appeals to me not very exciting and i do not why. It is just i am nbot used to it. In the corner of my mind, i felt disturbed because this february I've got a so many problem to face and life rigth now is so hard.

Maybe next, senoirs ball I should have prefer a very special clothes to wear and I had promise to myself that I will now start making myself a more mature one.

A flash

The third periodical test is just a flash because it is so very fast to approach and fast to en. I admit i did not much prefer coz i did got any enough for it. i felt so helpless that I imagine myself as a wretch, i felt very disappointed but i pretend to be happy and did have problem at all. but deep inside myself i have a lot of problems regarding with grades. Well, just like any i can survived it for i know myself more then anybody else and i know I can do everything if i just believe in myself.


Yeah... indeed that test is breaking my head but it is some how interesting. it just your making a assessment of everything in this hard world of mine.There ia a lots of reviewers but i just got my confidence in myself and that wou;d complete my eeveryttjhing .Having tests for us students is a very old thing and very common. i wish there would be any examination but I know that it will never happen. but ther's a saying that there nothing in this world that is impossible.


tests sometimes is enjoyable especially if you high score and you got very contented to yourself. May be next grading I should start making high scores and maybe i should be more serious in m,y studies and able thing the right way.